No, I don’t have them now but I can say I’ve had them quite a few times before. And it wasn’t pretty.
It’s almost Christmas. 1 week to go. This time of the year last year, we were in a different place. It was all roses then. A few months later, the horrid thing happened. I used to blame somebody. I think I still do. But now, I’m more on the regret side. I wish it didn’t happen. Though I could not be certain I won’t do the same thing I did. I don’t think I’ll ever allow ANYBODY to step and look down on me.. or my family. It’s just the way it is.
I’m sad. 😦